Thursday, April 23, 2009

"Gu" Friendssssss







24 festive drum..





it had a great impact on my secondary school life


especially the friends there...

i would never forget them...


























  • wen sze aka "wen zi'' aka "tao yan de shi tou"
































i WAS her so-call mother and i don't regret being so.
when i first saw her(form 1), i thought she was just a naive girl(and still is)
a small little girl that plays sands with her friends..
how silly she is...
and she is small in size by that time,
at the age of 13.

but now,
she is more mature,
not the shortest in form 5 anymore,
and,
(although hate to admit it)XD, she is a pretty girl/ lady now.

but sometimes she can be quite stubborn.
(but i won't blame her because she born in July- a Leo girl)
and she want to look sexy all the time.
(but she just cannot because she don't have the bxxxxx. bxxx, nor HEIGHT that fulfills the criteria to be a model)

but she is not discouraged by our teases about her height.
(that is called muka tebal)
she always wishes to be able to stand beside us, without her high-heels on.
and her hair,
that is also another speciality about her.
her fringe does not cover her forehead.
instead,
it shows all her oily-pimpled forehead.
her fringe cannot be compressed.

she is also a funny girl.
trying to tell jokes all the time.
(although sometimes it can be quite "cold")
but thanks to her joke,
i have a lots of happy moment in my teenage life.

anyway,
she is indeed a good friend to me. (although i have lot of comments on her:P)


















  • hooi min












she is so "si1 wen2"!!!
this is my 1st impression on her.
and also my last.
because she is still so "su bun'!!!
sometimes really cannot stand with it.
but that is the way God designed her.
(cannot tahan also must tahan.)



she had been in the same class with me for 4 years.
in the same uniform society, same school and same colour of pinafore with me for 5 years!!
(defenitely- she is a copycat)
but for sure,
there are something that she cannot copy me- my height XD
she,
like my so-call daughter also,
from an ugly duckling becomes a princess.
(after she started to wear contact lenses, so that is not a natural beauty)



actually,
i do not have a lot of thing to talk about her.
(realises it when writting this blog)
in fact,
besides being si1 wen2,
i really do not have any other comment on her.
too bad.


i can only say about her homework.
one word to describe it- neat.
extremely neat.
and her handwritting can be easily recognised.
quite special.





this girl has problem with her friendship.
as far as i am concern,
she can hardly becomes the minor character in a gossip.
(just some)
but i do not care.
(seems like i really do not understand nor cares her a lot)

as time is the best cure.




sometimes,
she can be quite passive.
and i never see her "high" before.
(duno is want to bao3 chi2 jin1 chi2 or what la)
neither in a campfire before.
(walao campfire also cannot high)
so,
come on girl.
stand up and shake your body!!
move it move it!!

that is all.
i really do not have any other comment on her.
(if any of you have, pls add in)
but she will always be a good example for me on how to become a "su bun" girl.

and also a good friend to me.











*be patient!! i will write the others just maybe after may. be Patient!!*






Saturday, April 18, 2009

我回来了!!!!!

it has been almost 4 months time i didn't post any new blog...
well..
busy is the reason.
lazy is also the reason.
but the real reason is...
my life is very boring for this few months!!!


Until now....
my class....
well...
i really misses s4b.!!
but what can i do...
i will just try to accept it....
though it is hard...

my class now...
erm...
i should say it is a "demonstrasi secara aman"
harsh time..
but there's also happy time..
just i hope that the happy time will be much longer...

17-4-09.
the day when the "semangat'' of s4b came back.
we are really united.
for that 2 hours i supposed.
we danced together.
and the steps are the same.
no any 'pro' group's steps or 'ulta' group's steps..
all of us dance the same steps.
together we move to the left...
together we move to the right...
it was fun..

then...
i ate ice-cream.
at stadium.
for the 1st time i eat something so
'guang ming zheng da' at stadium..
[that means i got eat something at stadium before.. hehe]
that's because there were two "pihak berkuasa'' that are suppose to catch
those who eats at other places other than canteen also doing the same thing with me..
haha...

then we gossip lo...
new gossip group..
so i didn't gave much opinion.
just ''buka telinga dan dengar''
this gossip group...
erm...
not that siao like johor's gossip queenssss...
but sometimes can be very siao lala pun..
haha...^_^

and at the end of the day..
i was proven to be an energetic woman...
thanks to h min..
haha...
as a contrast... XD



Monday, December 15, 2008

Gossip QueenSSSSSS

GOSSIP QUEENS GROUP:
-me
-miyuki
-chee lynn
-en min
-sally
-wen sze
-thengx
-miss ong [haha]
-may ting

thats all...
i think....
ai ling is our sources...
so...
i don't think she is part of us...
this group is formed in Johor...
reason?
just because we like to gossip...
haha....

we gossip about everyone...
we gossip until 2am every night...
this gossip-ing will usually end with laughter...
thanks to en min...
or should you call her 'lao3 yi2 en1'...
or you can also call her 'sampat min'...
[these nicknames are given by ai ling]
really cannot 'tahan' the way en min talks...
haha...
very...
hillarious..
hillarious enough to make us 'vibrate' in our sleeping bag..
[because we cannot make noises in the midnight so we laugh in the sleeping bag and you can see that we are like vibrating]

the following are the topics our group gossip about:
-kung fu kid
-gold fish
-arrogant
-en tau ba
{kindly be informed that the four topics mentioned above are all human being!!!!}

these four topics are main topic...
but there are also some subtopics...
but not so interesting...
i guess...

almost everyday this group will be active...
[in Johor only]
for sure...
i will join every gossip...
never missed...
just once...
when we are in the bus...
going back to penang...
that is the only gossip i missed...
[hooi min knows why]
but i didn't regret i missed it...
because i got some feedback from chee lynn on the other day...

some new 'slogan' created in our group:
-"i need 'hong you'!''
-''i am discovery channel''
-''faster come! CNN! Live!''
-''you still at black-white tv''
-''finally upgrade d''
-''radio la you!!''

etc...
it's really funny...
haha...
[if you don't understand, let it be^_^]
it's fun to gossip until midnight...
and laugh together...
miss it...
pillow talk...
that night...
10 dec-11 dec....
i really love that night...

Sunday, November 30, 2008

2009

2009...
31 days to go...
what will happen to me in 2009?
hmmm...
i just hope that i won't get sick...
[unless i need a good excuse to escape something]
next year is going to be one of my most important year in my life...
SPM...
even the words look frightening...
and...
the one that i most afraid of may also happen in 2009...
NS...
[this is even worst then SPM]
don't know why...
although i never participate in it...
i just...
hate it...
or maybe more to scare...

anyway...
2009...
i just want to concentrate on my study...
and health of course...
so...
i will be less active in my activities in 2009...
[although i am not sure whether i can keep myself away from drum]
maybe i will not be joining next year drum competition...
but then...
i thought of my testimonial...
what am i going to write then?
[don't 'harap' on my other uniform]
maybe i will just join the sports day performance...
next...
i have plan out my schedule for 2009....:
- monday: tuition~ Add Maths 7pm-8.30pm
-tuesday: tuition~ BM 4.20pm-6.20pm
-wednesday: tuition~ Physics 7pm-8.30pm
-thursday: stayback for account class[can be assumed as tuition] 1.30pm-3.30pm
-friday: stayback for civic class 1.30pm-2.30pm.... house practice 3.45pm-5.45pm
-saturday: activities[although i will be less active] no actual time
-sunday: FREE!!!! [finally]

2009...
will that be a lucky year for me?
i do hope so...
and when can i get my spare tyre out of my body?
it will be great if i can do it in 2009...
[possibility: <50%]
and after SPM...
i will start to learn driving...
[if i am so lucky not been picked to join NS]
meanwhile..
i will find a job...
[most probably at tesco... just 2km away from my house]

what am i going to do without my friends after SPM?
i will be so lonely...
but think of the good side...
i can keep long hair and nails...
and i can colour my hair...
[just highlight... most probably brown.. and slightly golden]
then...
i am going to shape my eyebrowns...
then...
ermmm....
that is all i can think for now...
and maybe i can use that time to cut down my weight...
o...
all that is for 2010...
so...
just leave it for that year...
i just hope that in 2009...
my family, friends, and me will be smilling throughout the year .... ^_^




Saturday, November 29, 2008

24 season drum

today I am very tired...
[even now i am yawning]
well...
i just feel...
tired..
frustrated...
pressured...
although i am back to my 'drum family house' again...
i don't have that kind of 'feel'...
duno why...
[i don't even have mood to go KL buy specs anymore!hooi min ah, buy for me la..]

[yawn again]
today we have drum test...
a test to make sure we are qualify to join the competition next year...
[although most probably i won't join it anymore]
overall...
i give myself...
erm...
75?
but i think i did well in my acting [expression] test...
[i am so proud of it]
hey..
i am not thinking too much k...
the panel also 'nominate' me as best actress ma..
[just that the best actress award is won by our cute moey]
so...
80..
yup...
80...
the other 10 marks are deducted because of my big-fat-leg and body...
after almost 4 years in drum...
i still can't stand on the drum!!!
[although it is believe that standing or sitting on the drum is considered unrespect to the drum.. except for performance]
what to do?
even hooi min has made it today!!
[finally]
but when is my finally?
[see after 10 years i come back can d bo... i am 26 only k by that time...still young and energetic]
another 5 marks is for my rthym..
is it called rthym?
[whatever]
but ai-yin's comment about me not bad la...
she said:
''very not bad"
[translated from chinese]
but i think got some song i failed to follow the tempo la...
and another 5 marks is for my 'action'...
although their comment is:
''clean and sharp''
[again, translated from chinese]
but i think still got a very little space to improve la...

and...
the worst of all in the test...
i have not only failed to stand on the drum..
i oso got some "souvenir" from it...
3 souvenirs actually...
''black-green'' on my leg...
[this time translated from hokkien]
haiz...
i just waxed my leg last night and today...
i have got some ''decoration'' on it..
[cool]
anyway...
my spy told that i got 3 over 5 for that part of the test...
erm...
i can only say that my 'tester' is too generous to give me such a remarks...
[i thought that she will only give me 1 mark]

after that...
me, kar mun, wei yu, miyuki, brenda,
mei ling. mei ting, smile, chee lynn n sally
went to l'cottage for our lunch.
we are like totally ''siao po''.
that miyuki...
wahaha..
she ate an onion!!
[actually half only la]
because she thought that it is cooked so it should be OK...
but...
guess what?
i sat in front of her..
then her face turned red...
we asked her why...
she can't answer..
she kept pointing on her plate..
then...
wahaha...
tears flow down from her eyes...
wahaha...
this is the first time i saw people cry while eating...
and she is not eating wasabi either...
wahaha...

then...
we talked about hands...
then i tell smile:
''smile, you must keep smiling ha no matter how bitter u feel in KL.''
[I mean it]
haha...
miyuki say if smile don't smile anymore...
we will sue the hands...
let their hands cuffed...
haha...

then...
this is the part that make my so frustrated now...
don't know either chee lynn or wei yu la..
non stop watching at the time...
because we still have drum practice after the test..
the four golden flowers are back in school and we are still waiting for our ''coffee or tea''....
then...
a new idiom is created today:
''when you are having your meals, just enjoy it;
just ignore the time''...
[if not mistaken is created by miyuki in chinese]

i felt so guilty..
don't know why..
after the main course..
i can't enjoy my dessert and tea...
i sent a msg to srn...
she just want us to come back faster...

when we step into the classroom..
[where the meeting are on]
nobody cares about us...
they continue their discussion..
i thought that maybe they are mad on us..
[it would be different if it is the gold flowers that come in]
suddenly..
all the story changed..
fire...
at first...
i can't get the concept...
but slowly...
i can imagine it...

the pyjamas idea is good...
but...
deep in my heart...
there is a small me that says:
''will it be like...
cheap? not that kind of cheap la
but....
don't know how to explain...
ya the idea is creative and the first ever in drum history...
[unless the clothes that the team wears(the team i am saying here is the team which have a 'tweety bird-hair' coach and won silver medal in the competiton eh) is also counted as pyjamas because their wearing are quite casual also that night]
anyway...
wear pyjamas really have many benefits!!!
haha...

[yawned for the third time]
i really need a bed right now!!

Monday, November 24, 2008

一个朋友的故事- PART 2

主角: 隐,轩
配角: 肥也
新配角: 念


隐和轩吵架了,
应该是整所学校都知道的事,
就连平时只管纪律问题的老师也知道.
由此可以看出,
这见事情闹得有多大呀!

十月间,
雨季来临了.
轩没带伞,
肥也有司机为自己撑伞,
轩可怜了.
但,
还是旧的好.
隐的左手臂被雨淋湿了,
轩的右手臂也湿了.
这把浅蓝色的雨伞,
很明显的只能容纳一个人,
但隐还是不忍心看着轩被酸雨侵蚀,
宁愿自己毁了左臂,
也不愿看见曾是好友病倒.

这场雨连续下了好几天,
隐和轩的手臂也湿了好几天.

''隐和轩不是吵架吗?"
"隐和轩和好了?''
''你看! 隐的隔壁是轩吔''

这些声音不停地在隐和轩共伞的背后发出,
其中发问过的就是隐的另一个朋友-
念.

念是一位很好的倾诉对象,
隐和轩的不和,
她通通都了解.
念是个经常被隐误会说已经有了男朋友的人,
因为隐觉得念很幸福,
脸上写着的就只有'快乐'这两个字.
隐之所以会有这样的错觉,
全因为自己并没有过这种感觉,

这也不奇怪,
从轩和隐冷战的那一天开始,
隐想要体验这种感觉的可能性便变得更加渺茫了.
念认为说,
那几天的豪雨,
是为了隐和轩而造的.
若不是那几场雨,
隐应该再也没有机会再次和轩这么地靠近了.

念曾向隐说出她这样的一个看法,
隐并没做出什么回应,
但是,
念想,
隐应该也认同她的看法,
心里应该是在谢天谢地吧!

雨季过了,
考试的季节来临了.
想不到考试也能拉近了隐和轩的距离.
每天考试前,
隐和轩便会不约而同地出现在同一个地方温习.
虽然说周围还有其他人,
但至少,
隐和轩是在呼吸着同样的空气啊!
渐渐地,
隐会等轩一起上考场'打仗',
打完仗,
又会一起离开考场,
就好像那些义气人物常说的那一句:
''要回就一起回, 要死就一起死''.
隐和轩的距离再次被拉近了.

有一天,
轩发了一则短讯给念.
念有点惊讶.
念把这见事告诉隐时,
隐更是惊讶及好奇得不得了.
念问隐着急什么,
''那只是一则普通的'考试幸运符' 而已啊!''
那时隐扩大了的眼睛才慢慢恢复正常.

真想不到,
雨和考试,
这两个可说是世界首号敌人的事,
竟然会是隐和轩该感谢的事情.
真是人算不如天算啊!

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给隐的话:
''我已经把你的名字从'引' 改成'隐'了, 满意了吗? 连'莲' 也换成'轩' 了,可以了吧?''

给读者的话:
''我就是念. 我再次誊清, 一切都只是隐的错觉.''

24 hours

"time not enough'.

jack neo should have also produce this kind of movie. many people say that time is precious, time is life, and, i agree with them. i believe that God is fair to all His people. we are all given 24 hours per day. but still, if you ask someone how is it feel like to have 24 hours, he or she would not give you any answer. why? i don't know. maybe people thought that they deserved to be given that 24hours since they were born. or mayb, they just never thought of it. so, what does it feel like to have 24 hours? hmmm, i think, it should be enough, if and only if-- i am extremely free!! lets do this again. so, what does it feel like to have 24hours? hmmm, i think, it would never be enough!!! for god sake, how can i survive with only 24 hours???!!!-- if and only if i am extremely busy.

"kabhi kushi kabhi gham"
another movie. one of my favourite indian movie. starred by almost-Datuk Shah Rukh Khan and Kajol. 'kabhi' means 'sometime' and either 'kushi' or 'gham' stands for 'happy' and the other one stands for 'sad'. [80%kushi=happy,20%gham=sad] i believe that when one person is 'gham', he or she will experienced a very long, not very easy to pass by- time.; when one person is 'kushi', then he or she break all the clocks or watches around so that nobody can tell him what is the time now, as he don't want to accept that the happiness is ending.

'24'
an american series. quite popular, among my english-speaking friends. to admit it, i never watch this series before, i just know that it is about some good guys and bad guys, and the among the good guys there are other bad guys and the good guys are trying to safe another good guy. that's all. one more thing i know about it is the people inside[the good guys] are lack of time. if the other good guy are not saved by the good guys in 24 hours, then the good guy will die. does the series talks about the importance of appreciating time? well, i don't think so.
*to any '24' fans out there, please correct me if i am wrong, and please, don't kill or hate me for that.

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so, what is the conclusion? i will repeat my question again. what does it feel like to have 24 hours? is it too long? too short? people with stacks of paperwork on his desk will choose "too short'' as his answer. however, for those who have his mp3 on and remote control on his right hand and a packet of 'mister potato- bbq flavour' on his left hand, he will certainly complain that the time is too long. [ this kind of people should never be given a chance to live in this world]. as for me, i feel that 24 hours are.... they are... well... i am speachless. after 16 years, thousands of 24 hours are given to me, but still, i can't give you an answer. can you?